Testimony Tuesday: Looking After My Spiritual Health And Dreams

Welcome everyone to Testimony Tuesday. As you have seen, I am doing a series on Abortion. Well, today, I want to explain some pitfalls that I’ve fallen into that I would like to help you stay out of. Maybe you are not a dreamer. Maybe you see visions in the day. Maybe these visions aren’t from the Lord but some kind of hillucinations or day dreams. Maybe what you see kinda “haunts” you in another way. You may not be haunted at all, and if not, this may not be for you. However, you may be able to help someone else who is affected in this way.

My First Time Doing Research On Abortion

It was as simple as looking at an email by Kristian Hawkins and the resources she provided. This was the day that I wrote an open letter to the pro-choice person reading my blog. That day was not as drastic, though the video I watched made me sick. Of course, I’m referring to the video I posted a second time where Dr. Anthony Levatino discusses with the listener how the 1st, 2nd, and 3rd trimester abortions happen–including the first trimester medical abortion which is the abortion pill. I was able to get back into reading the Word that day. I have discovered about myself that anything I dig my fingernails into (figuratively) I in a certain way I obsess over. I even did this when I used to be a fan of Michael Jackson and it has carried into my relationship with the Lord. Oops! It would be good if all I obsess over was the Lord Himself, but I don’t. I pick favorites. I name my bear after certain people (yes. I’m 22 and still have a bear. My Uncle gave it to me when I was born). So you could only imagine what I’m doing during this time. I believe that just like a woman has the choice to get or not get an abortion, I believe that we can pray and ask the Father to help us to put something down. This is not what I did. I am thankful for for all of the research I’ve done and the ways I’ve helped you, but I also want to help you in this way so that you don’t put yourself in this particimant in the future. Remember this: Never set a deadline for yourself pertaining to research on Abortion. This is because of the gruesome activity that goes on during this proceedure.


I don’t have nightmares of me or someone else having an abortion or anything like that. They aren’t that bad. However, they are sometimes bad en to wake me up for me to take authority of the dream. Therefore, if you are in any way haunted by what you watch, you need to be careful how many hours you watch or research whatever you are watching or researching. This is only half of it, but it is en for you to be helped in your life.

Final Thoughts

Don’t think for a moment that I didn’t like helping you. I love it. However, sometimes, we can all get too zealous in helping ourselves and others. Beloved, make sure you look after your spiritual health and don’t be too zealous in your conelping others or even yourself! If anyone is planning on getting an abortion and you want to do research, I’d just advise you to watch Unplanned or something because if you are a dreamer like me, you will find yourself having nightmares for almost as long as you do the research. Now, I sometimes get good dreams, but they’re rare, which is why I am telling you this.

Love in Christ,


By Patelin Cogswell

My name is Patelin Cogswell. I was born on September 24, 1998. I was born in Oklahoma City. I went to Oklahoma School for the Blind and graduated in 2017. I am called as a Minister of the Gospel and an Intercessor. However, this is not about me. My life is dedicated to making Christ alone. This blog was called kingdomadvance.family.blog because I didn’t want my name on the blog like others do because I feel like it is not me living but Christ living through me.

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